The Ghosts Within Me

I have the faith,
I keep up the faith,
The ghosts within me,
Will take me home,
My heart still has to beat,
And it beats all alone.
The ghosts within me,
Are are a curse and a boon,
They continue to haunt me,
Night, morn and noon.
I wish to reach there,
Home it is.
And I love those ghosts,
I'd blow them a kiss.
I'm gonna reach there,
That I know, because
Bliss comes only from a mental belief,
And beliefs are the mental seeds you sow.
The process might as well kill,
But I am gonna love it still,
For it takes me where I wanna go,
These ghosts might turn into elixirs,
Or into a poison that's slow.
It could make all my dreams come true,
Break me, or make me feel alive once again.
These ghosts are madly in love with me,
Because I am madly in love with this pain.
So they're gonna want me,
Because where there are glorious rainbows,
There has to be an unpleasant rain.
And I'm gonna want them,
Just for the sake to get back home.
So now, I'd take this haunted ride,
And poof, the ghosts would disappear from my side-
Once I reach there, dead or alive.

Copyright © Upasana Goyal 2016