The Pain Rises

The pain rises,
And there seems to be no end,
No, I don't want to act like it doesn't exist,
No, I don't want to pretend.

My heart is in pain,
There is nothing left to gain,
But in this time of darkness,
The only thing I wanted,
Was a chance to hold your hand,
But I guess you have other places to go,
I guess that God has a different and a greater plan.

I hope that whoever you find,
Whoever you decide to spend your life with,
Loves you the way I wanted to,
I hope she holds your hand,
When you are in distress,
I hope that she is there by your side,
Whenever you feel like life is a mess.

And I hope she gives you the most cherishable time of your life,
I hope she has a cherishable heart,
That is just as cherishable as yours,
I hope she holds your heart gently,
As if it is made of glass,
I hope she gives you all the love you want,
All the love you dream,
All the love you need,
All the love that lasts.

And yes, I know, you will have a golden life,
Because you are a golden man,
You will find a golden woman,
And she will love you like you've never been loved before,
I hope she gives you all her golden love,
And so much more.

As far as I go,
I know I will be okay,
I know that right now,
There is chaos in the world,
Even though the world is crashing down,
You won't see me frown,
Because I trust in God,
And I know God trusts in me,
I will find my light,
I will find my way home,
I will get through the night,
I will be free.