Best Wishes

 It's really hard,

When I'm not around you,

It's really hard,

When everything is black and white,

And monotony surrounds you.

Suddenly, there are no colours anymore,

A warrior surfer dancing through the waves,

Suddenly washed off the shore.

I loved you, and I thought you'd love me too,

But clearly I was wrong,

It's not like I didn't know it from the start,

It was more like I didn't want to.

I didn't want to know,

I didn't want to grow,

I wanted to be with you,

Even if it was an eternal cage,

For I was happiest in that place.

It felt like my heart was full of dandelions, 

And I was singing in the sunlight, 

There was always a melody on my mind,

Telling me how grateful I am for you. 

I looked in your eyes,

And all I saw was love, 

You seemed like a divine gift,

A blessing from up above.

I wanted to hold your hand,

Sing and dance with you,

Every single day,

It all made sense to me.

But now, I am all alone,

And our tale seems like a tragedy.

I wanted to hug and kiss you,

Tell you how much you mean to me,

How you make me feel good,

And how you make me feel free.

It feels wrong, now that you're gone,

Wish I could hold you today,

I miss your eyes and your smile,

Hope you miss me too,

Even if it's just for a little while.

Nevertheless, I send all my love,

Wherever you are, hope you shine,

Shine like the brightest star.

You deserve all the joy in this world,

And the deepest love and passion,

Even if it's not from this girl.